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Pinky the Crocodile

November 2001

Diary Archive

Friday, November 23

What a hell am I doing stupid and silly things... I am disappointed by myself.
Today, I got a new digital camera because my mon asked me to borrow my digital camera for her trip.
I said "Okay" but I wanted to take a lot of beautiful pictures of color leaves.
That's why I got a new one before I went to Kyoto.
You probably think that I shouldn't buy one more, however, I thought she would ask me to borrow one again. That's why...
Anyway, After I got a new one and got on a train for Kyoto, then when I tried to use it....
Even though the lens cover was off, "LENS COVER!" message was on the display. I thought it was broken.
Then I decided to go back to the store where I bought it to exchange...
One hour later, the store staff told me that I didn't completely opened it. Yeah... that's my mistake...
If I found out it was my mistake, I wouldn't have to waste time....I had wasted two hours and a half...
After all, I couldn't take any pictures there because it was after sunset.
Oh...my god...

Friday, November 16

I'm sometimes depressed. The feeling is like a cloudy day.
A couple of months passed after I started a new job...
When I am alone...
Do you know what I mean?
I cannot explain very well, but I think it is because of stress.
My co-worker pointed me that I sometime use casual words to the client.
It is rude.
I have to be careful... so... every time I visit elementary school, I always think that...
"What am I going to make a mistake?"
"What am I going to do something bad?"
"What am I going to say something rude?"
Then I am getting tired by myself.
In fact, I don't have enough experience to teach in front of people.
Do you know my feeling?

Saturday, November 10

I was so busy this week.
I went to elementally schools to teach teachers about computer.
I went there alone on Tuesday and yesterday. The class were about Windows 98.
It is getting cold. It was a heavy windy day on Tuesday.
When I got off the train and in a way to the elementary school, I couldn't walk forward. Winds were hitting me...
However, I can do anything I want, and I can go anywhere I want, too! Do you know what I mean?
If I visit schools with my co-worker, I cannot go to the restaurant that I want to. If I am going there alone, I don't have to excuse anybody.
Even I am talking to myself during walking on the street, if nobody is around me, that's Okay... hehehe

Saturday, November 3

Today, I updated this diary site.
I was reading Japanese diary site and translated into English. hehehehe
Last time I updated this site, it was until August 17!
But, I didn't translated them all... I picked up some and arranged them.
It is rainy today... so it is troublesome to go to English conversation school. Instead of that, I was updating this site.
Now you know how is my life, right?

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