October, 2002
Wednesday, October 30
"I want to do something big!"
I think everybody have thought about that at least once.
I sometimes think
about "How do I make a positive contribution to society?", you know?
I
have already found the answer. Do you know what it is?
Even I have to
compromise, I shouldn't do too much.
I mean.. Actually... I changed a job
again.
In spite of I recognized that I was not good at just a office
job, I tried to do that.
That's my big mistake. It was impossible to keep
up the job. It was impossible....
I was NOT the right person there.
Now I started job as a helpdesk. Everybody around me said I was a PC expert.
I should work as a PC instructor or helpdesk.... That is the answer.
This morning, before I woke up, I was dreaming that I was going to die.
According to the dream fortune-telling, "Death" means good.
Every time I
am in the turning point, I always dream about my death.
how many times I
have dreamed about that?.... maybe... more than three times.
Looking
back.... what is the year, 2002for me?
Now, I have more than four web
sites. After my Japanese site is placed at Yahoo! Japan directory at the end
of January, the access counter started increasing very quickly. I don't want
to express the fact at Japanese site but frankly speaking, I became an
editor of Open Directly Project last week. My category is Software/Web
Design and Development at Japanese directory.
Wednesday, October 2
My English conversation school term will
expire soon.
I took the final counseling today. The topic was "Skills and
Qualification".
I used to work as an computer instructor for a year,
and I used to teach elderly people until the beginning of last month.
But, the income was unstable. Actually, my income was about 50,000 yen per
month.
Now, I changed a job.... it is not as an computer instructor. If I
didn't decide the current job at the middle of last month for money, I would
get only 10,000 yen.
I wanted to keep working as a teacher, but
sometimes I have to compromise.
However, instead of this new job, I can
teach about computer on weekends. One person who used to be my PC student
called up me, "Please teach me how to use computer".
I have an
appointment this Saturday.
I used to try to improve English skill and
computer skill for a long time because both will be required in the future.
But, think about it... as far as I stay in Japan, I don't use English so
much. I don't have to use English...
If people ask me "Which one is
more important, English or computer?", my answer is "Computer".
so I
decided that I wouldn't continue learning English.
Even I have enough
skills, if I don't have any qualifications, I cannot let people know which
level I am.
But, you know, when I take some examinations, I have to pay a
lot of money. It is too expensive!
So I use to be afraid of paying money.
However, I decided to take exams to certificate my skills. It cannot be
helped...
After I started taking MOUS exams and passed them all, people
around me started doing that, too.
Finally, after I passed "Access 2000",
my boyfriend took the same exam and passed!
