What do you think about "Bully"?
Now, it is going to be really serious and cruel in the world.
To tell the truth, my classmates kept bulling.... for more than two years when I was a junior high school student. Now, it is just the past story for me so I can tell you what's happened to me in those days.
When I entered the classroom, they always said to
me, "Get out of here!", "Go to Hell!" or "Die!".
When I was walking in the corridor, they flung dusty rags at me.
Those who were behind me kept throwing me their eraser waste.
One day, after I was absent from school because of illness (in fact I was trying
to be sick the day before), when I entered the classroom in the morning, and it
was terrible! --- there was the board eraser on my desk with all the eraser
waste. Besides this, the garbage can was upside down on my desk, and also,
brooms and garbage was around my seat.
At last, one guy said to me, "If you die, everybody will become happy."
No. Nobody couldn't be my friend. Do you know why? Because they were afraid of getting involved. They didn't want to be the same position as me. Nobody said "Don't do it!" or "Stop it!". They were afraid of being out of the company.
Yes. I used to imagine about the life after death. If you kill yourself, you cannot go to heaven, right? Yeah... you probably go to hell. I used to imagine about Hell---I dropped out from reality.
Please read the following episode. How do you feel after you read it?
"Get out of here right now!"
"If you die, everybody will become happy!"
"Die and go to HELL!"
I could not revenge... no resistance...no protection.... because I had
no power.
I was always afraid of them....I never shouted out like "Stop it!!". No...
I could not say that.
I could not cry, too...I forgot smiling, I forgot crying, too.
When I looked at my seat...it was terrible....the garbage can was upside down on my desk, many things from the garbage can were in a mess around there. And...other many things...brooms, a dustpan... everything was there...
How many times I was thinking about killing myself?
How many times I was thinking about giving up to being a human?
How many people kept bullying me???
When I was walking in the corridor, everybody flung a dusty rags at me..and kicked me...
"Get out of HERE!!!"
"Die!"
Everybody shouted that...
I was in the never ending darkness. I could not see anything besides sadness and despair..
What is the meaning of my life? Why I was born?
I should die right now? Then everybody becomes happy??
Yes... that's right... I have to die...and I have to disappear from them..
Because I don't have the right to live...
...I was always thinking about that...
I think there is no way. Even if the school makes
the rules not to bully other people, it doesn't work.
Teachers shouldn't scald bully people or the problem is getting worse.
Nobody can stop bullying as long as we are human beings. No protection.
They should try to have courage and efforts. Time
will help them in some cases.
I want to tell them it is the best opportunity to learn a lot of things
according to the experience.
Don't give up. Don't kill yourself. You are the strongest. Bully people are all
weak and worthless. Remember, the pain is not endless. After you overcome the
problem, you will be the best person in the world.
